i'm so fucking depressed. i miss Grant. i miss Janel. i miss Myles. i hate missing them. i wish we could all just live together and be one big happy family. i especially miss Grant though, cause we were on the phone today and it made me really nostalgic, cause he's like...my big brother and i've only met him in person once. and it's really upsetting because there are some things janel wants to do...involving the band. and i just want everything to be okay. and if he was here in Texas with us right now, everything would be perfect. he doesn't know how much he affects our lives each and every day. he's always there for me. and even if things fall apart, he'll still always be my big brother. and i'll always love him like he's part of the family. and i'm crying at the thought of him leaving us. or us leaving him. Grant, if you ever read this, please don't take any of this the wrong way, i'm just PMSing and when we were talking on the phone earlier, it made me happy.
he'll never now just how much. we love him. we love him to death.
TA4EVER.
this one's gonna be short cause i don't wanna keep writing and then get even more depressed, so i'll check back in when i'm feeling better.
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