Someone Save Us

Heaven help us now. Come crashing doowwn. and hear the sound. as you're fallin down. and will you pray for me?



I love that song. my mom doesn't like it too much but she's crazy. I MADE FUCKIN GOOD GRADES ON MY FINAL EXAMS.......................................................................................except for spanish.



my shoulder hurts.



so, my Quickfire is fuckin awesome. i love it. but i accidentally dropped it today. oops. :P so apparently, there's an all ages show with my mom's friend's metal/hardcore band. it's gonna be fuckin sweet. i can't wait to go.



not much has been going on since christmas. I learned how to make Chocolate Mint Snow-topped cookies. they're so FUCKING amazing. i think imma start listening to Foo Fighters more, they're pretty good. I saw em at ACL and i liked them. that was a fuckin good show. I saw flyleaf too. they were so amazing, so inspiring.



So, grant thinks he's black. its funny. oh that grantypoo.



ummm.....i can't wait till rock camp this summer, it's gonna be so fun.



and janel and i have already planned how we're gonna sabbotage(did i spell that right?) grant on stage. grant and i are gonna try this little flip thing and then imma purposely trip and then we're gonna fall and janel will tie our shoelaces together.



speaking of grant, i bought him a hardcore metal ring at Toy Joy the other day and it's got a skull on it and its so awesome and i don't wanna give it to him. but when we go on tour imma steal it back. shhh don't tell.





nothing at all happened today. nothing. i sat at home from the time i woke up till now and it was really FUCKING boring. i hate being home all day, i absolutely HATE IT. but the good thing is that i get to meet Gavin tomorrow night. he's my mom's coworker and apparently he's fuckin hot as hell...so...



i absolutely love LeATHERMOUTH by the way. they're so good and i want their album! and i want the used's album!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



anywho, imma go...text until my eyes can't stay open anymore. fun fun fun fun stuff.



nighty night.

Happy fuckin holidays.

anyone get exactly what they wanted? i didn't. i got most of what i wanted though. i'm surprised no one got me any cds. at least my aunt got me a fuckin itunes giftcard. i think i have a case of Bah Hum Bug-itis. I really wanted a fuckin laptop, cause during holidays when my dad has to work, i can't stay on this piece of crap cause he'll get mad cause the PC is right up against his headboard and it's like "if you got me a fuckin laptop, we wouldn't be having this problem, duh." at least i got a shitload of kickass clothes(which i MAJORLY needed) and some Used merch and Used posters and the Quickfire, the amazing phone i wanted. it's pretty kickass. the touch screen doesn't work that well sometimes, but that's okay. it's still fuckin awesome. to me, it's the best phone at&t has.

And down we go. And we all fall down. *enter bad screaming here* haha jk, gerard doesn't scream that bad....bert mccracken screams better though. <3


anywho, i gotta go get ready for lunch with the fam. gonna go pick up mi padre from work and we're gonna go to veggie heaven. that place is the fuckin shit man! it's so yummy. even if you're not vegetarian.

anywho, sorry i haven't been updating that much lately, but i'll try to get on asap.

love you guys, and btw, I CAN'T FUCKIN WAIT FOR THE NEW USED ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO EXCITING!

i had a dream that they were coming to austin for a free secret show. it was awesome.

anywho, bye bye.

Give me a shot to remember

today, janel myles and i went to play for the first time with Rinn and Mercedes. it was pretty awesome. they're pretty good. i like em.


we've been taking finals AAAALLLLLLLLLLLL week. and we get out tomorrow, i'm so excited. i got this letter from AHS saying that if i don't stop being tardy and such, i'll have to get out of AHS and go to Bowie. which SUCKS cause all of my friends are at austin. damn, i hate being a transfer. it's the stupid new policies that came with the stupid new principal. ugh. i'm in a bad mood now.

i was so happy all day cause we were gonna get to play and stuff, and then i get this fuckin letter. god help me.


anyway, this on'e sonna be short cause i have to go take a shower and go to sleep for the last two finals of the semester!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i got my retainer on tuesday. it sucks dude. i talk with a lisp all the time now, everyone makes fun of me. i hate it. but as soon as my orthodonist tells me i don't have to wear it 24/7, imma get me a lip piercing. it's gonna be so fricken sweet yo. i've always wanted a lip piercing.

but anywho, i should prolly go. just wanted to check in cause i never get on much anymore. i'll prolly be on a lot during the break cause i won't have a whole lot to do.

but tomorrow mi madre is gonna take me and my sissy to the trail of lights if it's not freezing. SPEAKING OF FREEZING, IT SNOWED IN LOS ANGELES!!!!!!!!! HOW FUCKIN CRAZY IS THAT SHIT MAN?!?!?!?!?!

anywho, i'm really gonna go now. but i'll check back in sometime soon i hope.

here's a little somethin i wrote during the spanish final:

"Tomorrow is a brighter day. Tomorrow you'll love me again. Tomorrow will be the last time i see my friends. Tomorrow no one will expect me to be something i'm not. Tomorrow i will be free. Tomorrow bad things will happen. Tomorrow I will love myself. Tomorrow i won't give a shit. Tomorrow i will be great at something. Tomorrow you will fail. Today we will live."

tell me what you think.

love y'all.

I hate being sick

Megan and/or Janel got me sick yesterday and I've been puking up stomach acid since 5:30 yesterday. It sucks so much. I think the only good thing coming out of this is that I didn't have to go to school and that I'm losing weight. I'm prolly gonna have to go back to school tomorrow though.

On a happier note, I GOT MY BRACES OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My teeth are so pretty. I feel like a vampire cause my canine teeth feel GIANT. It's cool.

Not much has been going on lately except Janel seems much happier and I think I like PJ. It was funny, yesterday I flipped him off and he was like ":O *squints eyes and mouths* fuckyou." haha he's silly. But he was calling me a whore cause i told janel that his sexuality was questionable. But I was kidding. It was funny.

Right now, I'm drinking chicken broth and i just ate some pasta, so hopefully it all stays down. I'm just so hungry, I can't not eat.

I think I've thrown up more in the past two days than I have in my entire life. it sucks monkey balls. MAJOR monkey balls.

Anyway, Tokio Hotel is really good, if I haven't told y'all that already. :P
My dad's girlfriend's friend is so lucky. She's dating the guitarist of AFI and she dated the singer of Lostprophets. That lucky whore.

I think I know who Always All Ways (Apologies, Glances, and Messed Up Chances) is to. But apparently, the chick and the dude from AFI have been dating for like...5 years. Crazy huh?

Anyway, Pete Wentz is really emo and him and Ashlee are so stupid for naming their son Bronx Mogwai Wentz. what a horrible name. At least the Mogwai part.

But i can't wait for Gee and Lyn-Z to have their baby. it's gonna be the cutest celebrity baby EVER. I can't wait to see what they name it. I hope it's a girl. :) My brother just informed me that he "pooted." he annoys me a lot.

I was watching Step Brothers earlier, it was so hilarious!!!!!!!!!!! When the guy from Pineapple Express was interviewing them and Dale farted, that was the funniest shit ever. I'm a sucker for funny movies like that. Just like i'm a sucker for The Used.

I like the old FOB songs, just sayin. I can relate to them a lot. That's kinda sad, huh? So I read Ashlee Simpson's blog, and she got mad cause someone said she cried cause she gained too much weight. how stupid is that. she's such a drama queen. and then she goes "Pete wears my size 0 jeans and he looks hot in them :)" LAME. Pete Wentz is so fuckin girly.


Anway, i'm gonna go help my bro with his homework and stuff.

i'll be back on soon!

KICK A PLANT KICK A PLANT KICK A PLANT!

I LOVE LOSTPROPHETS/THEUSED/REFUSED!!!!!!!!! so apparently, my dad's girlfriend's friend is dating the guitarist of AFI and before that she dated the singer of Lostprophets.

We have a late start tomorrow and i'm so excited cause i get to wake up late. My sister's birthday is tomorrow! she's turning 1. i'm excited.

I'm talkin to janel on the phone right now, she's been out sick since yesterday. apparently she got some kind of stomach flu. all i'm saying is that i don't like her bf. right now i'm listening to The Cure and listening to her watch TV and talk about taking xanax....if i spelled that right. i'm supposed to be asleep, but since it's late start i don't have to go to bed that early. i'm so happy.

So, if you're wondering about the title, i was "quoting" Frank Iero and LeATHERMOUTH. at their concert at Emo's, he was doing one of their songs and it sounded like he was saying "kick a plant kick a plant kick a plant". it was funny. i don't know what song it was, but as soon as i get their album, i'll tell you.

it was funny though. that night was FUCKING amazing. the best night of my life, probably. but then it was ruined by school after 2 days.

speaking of school, thomas houser hit on me today. it was fuckin creepy. he kept pinning me up against the wall and telling me about my orgasm faces. i was like ".....wow thanks."

I LOVE TOKIO HOTEL AND M&Ms. SPEAKING OF M&M's, today in english, we were playing a game and competing for candy, but fuckin smart bastards got it before me. rawr. and me and my partner SO would have won if we didn't do the commentary first, which wasn't required to turn it in. fuckin bastards.

so, i'm prolly gonna go watch some videos and then go night night, but i'll probably be back on before the week's out. so have fun with whatever you're doing, i hope you have the time of your life.


~missmaisie.