Give me a shot to remember

today, janel myles and i went to play for the first time with Rinn and Mercedes. it was pretty awesome. they're pretty good. i like em.


we've been taking finals AAAALLLLLLLLLLLL week. and we get out tomorrow, i'm so excited. i got this letter from AHS saying that if i don't stop being tardy and such, i'll have to get out of AHS and go to Bowie. which SUCKS cause all of my friends are at austin. damn, i hate being a transfer. it's the stupid new policies that came with the stupid new principal. ugh. i'm in a bad mood now.

i was so happy all day cause we were gonna get to play and stuff, and then i get this fuckin letter. god help me.


anyway, this on'e sonna be short cause i have to go take a shower and go to sleep for the last two finals of the semester!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i got my retainer on tuesday. it sucks dude. i talk with a lisp all the time now, everyone makes fun of me. i hate it. but as soon as my orthodonist tells me i don't have to wear it 24/7, imma get me a lip piercing. it's gonna be so fricken sweet yo. i've always wanted a lip piercing.

but anywho, i should prolly go. just wanted to check in cause i never get on much anymore. i'll prolly be on a lot during the break cause i won't have a whole lot to do.

but tomorrow mi madre is gonna take me and my sissy to the trail of lights if it's not freezing. SPEAKING OF FREEZING, IT SNOWED IN LOS ANGELES!!!!!!!!! HOW FUCKIN CRAZY IS THAT SHIT MAN?!?!?!?!?!

anywho, i'm really gonna go now. but i'll check back in sometime soon i hope.

here's a little somethin i wrote during the spanish final:

"Tomorrow is a brighter day. Tomorrow you'll love me again. Tomorrow will be the last time i see my friends. Tomorrow no one will expect me to be something i'm not. Tomorrow i will be free. Tomorrow bad things will happen. Tomorrow I will love myself. Tomorrow i won't give a shit. Tomorrow i will be great at something. Tomorrow you will fail. Today we will live."

tell me what you think.

love y'all.